Tuesday, 28 June 2011 // 10:01
Every night will be emo time ? Yeah I think so . /.\ Cause every night its just left me alone facing 4 walls and laptop . No one else will accompany me . So . Lonely night everyday :) As the title shown . Im loser in everything . Friendship ? Love ? Study ? Im a loser of them . :)
Friendship ?
Haha . Im the most most most most FAIL friend in the world :)
Haha . There's no laughter where-ever I am with them .
Got me - No laughter . See . Fail right ? :)
They'll smile more happily and more true-ly if they're playing with other friends but not me . :)
I know I have bad temper -.-
I will suddenly angry . Idk why also -.-
I will suddenly so friend with you but next second will change my attitude when facing you .
Forgive me I'm a true-blood Gemini -.-
Gemini very 善变 ==
So I will suddenly so like to chat with you and next second I will feel boring with you ==
Sorry for those I've treated you like that . /.\ *90' bow
Haha I know I've let many people hates me because of my attitude -.-
I will work hard and try hard to change that . :)
Okay facing friendship problems nowadays . AGAIN . Ya again :)
Hell ya . I really don't wanna to lose all my girls .
Especially YOU .
Everyone knows that you're the most important person to me .
Am I same that important to you ?
I hope it will be a big big YES :)
Okay YOU hates HER .
I'll avoid for being so close to her .
And I don't like you so close to her too .
HELL YA IM A SELF-FISH PERSON I don't like to share things with anybody .
Especially YOU and HIM .
I know that you have your freedom for choosing friends .
But I scare our friendship are not so tough and you'll be grab away by her someday .
If I lose you . That means I've lose everything .
Maybe I'm a little bit too over ?
But I swear . I really DON'T WANT to lose you .
And my girls of course .
Stop being argue-ing everyday and sit down chat peacefully .
Issit so that hard ?
Please . Everybody has their limits .
Please . Dun being too over and make everything lost .
If you done whatever you want and whatever you like and don't care other people's feeling .
It'll made you lose everything .
That time . Don't blame anyone .
You deserve that :)
I really hope that this kind of days will pass soon . :D
Hmm I should get myself out from this game ? Cause I know the result won't as good as I want :) Except they re-friend back . But is it possible ? I hope it will be a positive answer :) . I don't want to lose YOU and THEM too . I know I must sacrifice one of the two options if I continue plays the game . Anything I can do now ? NOTHING :) Haha Fail person :)
Okay done . I'm not shooting anyone -.- So don't hate me after seeing this post . ==
Please . Be peace :D .
I'm loser in everything :)
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